Torn

One leaves the air force
the other the army
one lives close
the other far
both claim to love me for eternity
ones a bit shady
but the other I've never truly knew
one has never told a lie
the other told me he wouldn't return for TWO YEARS knowing he'd be back in days...

one has showed me the best week of my life
the other gave up and never came
one has lived life easy
the other has suffered all his life... maybe more than me
one has spoken to me whenever I needed it
the other whenever he needed me
one was here to be my shoulder to cry on
When the other wasn't there to comfort me


My virginity is mine
my most sacred gift
but not seeing both in person
Ill never know if I made the right choice
I could never look at myself the same
knowing I left someone who cared...
my heart just cant take it anymore...

One Has showed me he could be the man of my dreams
but will the other?

Only god knows...